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to be..

I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE…

One year one.. and one year gone..

Currently listening to Maybe Someday by Splender

So its been a year since Restless V came and went and im more than confident that at this very point in time  that the j2s are preping up for Restless VI. In that sense, after a year has passed, there’s been lotsa changes. Comparing this point in time with exactly that of last year, its a big difference from slogging it out on stage and slogging it out in the field. Then again, my back injury decided to come back exactly one year after i got it. 

Out of curiosity, i decided to redo my MBTI profiling just to see how much i’ve actually changed and to put some form of empirical sense into it. I went from a ENTP to an ENFP. heh. not really much of a difference other than the fact that i feel more than i think. What i gather from this minor change is that im no longer as rational as i used to be. thats just great especially so now that being in the army, its being rational that gets yer ass outta trouble. Not that ive been in much of trouble or rather i know how to cover myself.  

Well, there really isnt much for me these days. Just enjoying the comforts of my iPod serenading me each night.

Bringing back the yesterday

Well, went back to ac ystd to catch the restless rehearsals. gosh, do i miss the lot of them. celebrated Raj’s birthday as well. went to hang out with aretha, adele and chewbacca..just walkin round and all.. but it was nice la. had dinner with the sa5 + frisbee ppl. it was a good day. a really good one after a long long time

bring a fairy tale my way

you will be..

well i guess bmt is gonna be over soon and im saying hi to the various status available that the MO is able to provide me for an old injury. at the same time, a certain ferry ride proved to be somewhat of a decision making point for me. i guess maybe its all not for me. heh. well, hope to see where it goes it from here. 

well,maybe, you should know what it feels like..

your story touches my heart.

ah well, technically another 20 more days to go then its over. Then it starts all over again. looks like its never gonna end. it might never. sign on?maybe. then again its not the first time i sold my soul. Argh, damn it

truth be told i miss you

so, about the worse is over. just abit to go and its the home stretch left. there’s just alot of things to think about and choices to be made and i’m kinda not in the mood to do any of this. cause all i wanna do is just dance. seriously. must be the restless fever coming about. heh, cant wait for that. or the restless V DVD.. hinthint.. hahaha

it sucks to see ppl with no common sense get propelled forward due to academic intellegence. yes, i cant do complex numbers or figure out the what happens when one chemical explodes and forms something else but the things u learn out of the classroom are what i deem to be more important.Either that or im really good at making up excuses.

No to this, no to that, so what exactly am i looking forward to??