i guess that no matter what we do, or how crazy the things we do, at times we will inevitable question them and ask ourselves if what we had done was what we believed in. its not so much a question of what is right or what is wrong but rather whether we have been true to ourselves. after so long, i finally felt guilty for once. not so much cause it would have inadvertly led to the hurt of some people, but for the fact that i betrayed myself. and the feeling sucks. big time. maybe its just one of those things.
