living with fire

Posted in caffeine extraction on July 11, 2009 by raikou13

it’s been a rather intense week but im coping with the bunker gear. the heat especially. but hey, it’s all cool

down this one way road, i’ve always wanted to stop. yet, i think i never did. i only went faster but never fast enough.

heh..

Posted in 1 on July 4, 2009 by raikou13

enjoy kids

ready,water on!

Posted in Orthodontic Rants on July 4, 2009 by raikou13

so confinement week is over and things have been outstanding. heh

Posted in 1 on June 21, 2009 by raikou13

see you ppl soon while i go play with fire!

Killer to Saviour

Posted in Orthodontic Rants on June 20, 2009 by raikou13

I say people, its time to play with fire.. or rather water..

So to keep everyone up to speed.. i just got posted to SCDF after 3 months on tekong. heh. i guess its a new calling. well.. back to camp on monday. or rather welcome to my new camp. at jalan bahar. beside a cemetery. and NTU. woohoo. west side here i come. at least im grateful that i dont have to suffer through 3 weekends. i’ll never be prepared for that. to those who are going through it. good luck. i think im gonna need more.heh

Posted in caffeine extraction on June 17, 2009 by raikou13

i can safely say that the death of  a phone can lead to the death of one’s social life. arghh…

going through the hate-the-worlduniverse phase. things went from good to just fucked up. i always thought that the emo phase of adolesence was one which we could grow out of. on a side note, i just found my deck of cards. i guess there is some good in one day ey?

if i have to go

Posted in caffeine extraction on June 15, 2009 by raikou13

know that i had no regrets..

I’m thinking back on why i though the block leave was going to be so good. it hasn’t.  I’ve been feeling too much for too many things.. i think it’s time i went back to just being emotionally un-attached to anything and everything. i dont even know if i can make exceptions this time.

i wanna be a video game. then i can reload from the last save point. and pull the plug whenever i want.

It’s not funny

Posted in caffeine extraction on June 14, 2009 by raikou13

when you experience deja vu and the only thing you feel is.. 

pain

who knew?

Posted in Serious Shit on June 10, 2009 by raikou13

i gotta say, for once i am afraid. it’s really scary you know

on a side note.. i went for a short jog just now. it was really a good time to think bout things.. but then again.. half an hour of running doesnt solve the problem.. it just makes u think even more about it.. so now.. which way will it be??

POP OH!

Posted in caffeine extraction on June 9, 2009 by raikou13

So its done. Im now a Private. heh.

On a totally different topic, im in somewhat in a fix. I need to talk to someone about it yet ironically the best person to talk to is the person in question. How now?