a forbidden attraction

Posted in Orthodontic Rants on November 24, 2009 by raikou13

you could say it was wrong from the beginning.

so here i am sitting under the lower deck of a double decker bed, eating a hot fudge sundae while having the worst possible kind of stomachache.i guess im gonna quieten down a bit. then again, im just waiting to blow it all out.

i was kinda thinking to myself. im a pretty small guy with a damn loud mouth. and just because im small people think that they can push me around. too bad the only way i learnt as a kid to deal with such nonsense was to knock the crap out of these kinda people. doesnt help that i now know the most efficient way to snap someone’s neck while striking a seemingly interesting convo with that person. if not for all these laws, ns, db and wat nots, maybe i would have done it on the onset. so i cant run as fast or lift as much weights or endure the heat as long, but i sure can make dying painful for u if i wanted to. i think i would love some martial law. and i dont think im cut out to save lives. should have been a bloodthirsty soldier and shoot down people when they least expect it.

someone get me a coffee. seriously.

cumulative pain

Posted in 1 on November 22, 2009 by raikou13

committing things to memory is really not my idea of a weekend

huh

Posted in Orthodontic Rants on November 17, 2009 by raikou13

i think people dont like me cause i get too angsty too quickly

it took me 2 seconds to realize the date then.. i just exploded

Posted in Orthodontic Rants on November 16, 2009 by raikou13

someone get me a punching bag.seriously.

its been a year since i took up krav. i have absolutely no regrets doing it cause it really changed me in a sense. not just doing krav, but the day i decided to take up krav changed alot of things. what im not clear of was it the changes that happened that made me take up krav or was it the other way round.

so over the weekend, ive been busting my ass off again, albeit not the best idea ive had in awhile considering there is IPPT tmr.the explosive moments i had over the weekend were bound to come out sometime or rather. the funny thing is, it provided no form of relief. should get myself a pocket watch and keep reminding myself to move forward.

forgive me for the most incoherent post ever.

friction is a bitch

Posted in Orthodontic Rants on November 10, 2009 by raikou13

oh well .. i guess i really need to buck up.. shit ass lagging behind everyone.. and this is not the worst yet.. and i hate being a burden to everyone.. as im used to being the motivator.. now ppl have to motivate me instead.. so yeah.. im trying to figure out if im really cut out for this,.. have been really keeping to myself as im trying to go with the “new” me but i realized that i dont get things done and i just get all the more frustrated by it.

you are my only, my only one..

.. and it didnt even stand a chance

Posted in Serious Shit on November 8, 2009 by raikou13

i dont know why but for the whole of today.. i just feel that things are not right.. and there’s this big worry in my heart.. for which i have no idea why its about…

pain for pleasure

Posted in Orthodontic Rants on November 2, 2009 by raikou13

it used to be easy. anw, the most beautiful pain came from u. so its time to let it burn. and never letting it stop burning.

Starlight,starbucks, first star i see tonight

Posted in Sleepy-Head Musings on October 31, 2009 by raikou13

even a free drink couldnt perk me up today. that was how bad it was. bad. i think solitude is for me.. or rather.. i think its the best form of escapism.. i just need a hole now..

i dont know what to name this post

Posted in Serious Shit on October 18, 2009 by raikou13

hello blog readers. ive been away a long long time for a very very good reason. ive been busy. not. actually. its just tht, well, i dont feel like sharing but yeah. ive been moody. cause of.. well..think time frame awareness. not that what im saying is making sense to anybody at this point in time.. but yeah.. if u really wanna know.. then just ask me.. cause.. its not just moody.. its depressing..and i always get depressed for the same ol reasons… so its not really much of a guess anyways.. what the hell am i ranting about?!?!?!

lets take some time to go back and yeah, there wasnt any burning taking place. i dont know why i didnt

u wanna know whats bittersweet..

Posted in Orthodontic Rants on September 30, 2009 by raikou13

TERM TEST IS OVER!.. but fuck.. i got 2 guard duties in one weekend.. wtf… WTF!
and worse part is i got no money to sell it off..