living with fire

it’s been a rather intense week but im coping with the bunker gear. the heat especially. but hey, it’s all cool

down this one way road, i’ve always wanted to stop. yet, i think i never did. i only went faster but never fast enough.

heh..

enjoy kids

ready,water on!

so confinement week is over and things have been outstanding. heh

see you ppl soon while i go play with fire!

Killer to Saviour

I say people, its time to play with fire.. or rather water..

So to keep everyone up to speed.. i just got posted to SCDF after 3 months on tekong. heh. i guess its a new calling. well.. back to camp on monday. or rather welcome to my new camp. at jalan bahar. beside a cemetery. and NTU. woohoo. west side here i come. at least im grateful that i dont have to suffer through 3 weekends. i’ll never be prepared for that. to those who are going through it. good luck. i think im gonna need more.heh

i can safely say that the death of  a phone can lead to the death of one’s social life. arghh…

going through the hate-the-worlduniverse phase. things went from good to just fucked up. i always thought that the emo phase of adolesence was one which we could grow out of. on a side note, i just found my deck of cards. i guess there is some good in one day ey?

if i have to go

know that i had no regrets..

I’m thinking back on why i though the block leave was going to be so good. it hasn’t.  I’ve been feeling too much for too many things.. i think it’s time i went back to just being emotionally un-attached to anything and everything. i dont even know if i can make exceptions this time.

i wanna be a video game. then i can reload from the last save point. and pull the plug whenever i want.

It’s not funny

when you experience deja vu and the only thing you feel is.. 

pain

who knew?

i gotta say, for once i am afraid. it’s really scary you know

on a side note.. i went for a short jog just now. it was really a good time to think bout things.. but then again.. half an hour of running doesnt solve the problem.. it just makes u think even more about it.. so now.. which way will it be??

POP OH!

So its done. Im now a Private. heh.

On a totally different topic, im in somewhat in a fix. I need to talk to someone about it yet ironically the best person to talk to is the person in question. How now?